Friday, September 12, 2025

Life Update

It's been some time -- I've acquired my MLIS from San Jose State (December 2024) and as of 18 July, completed three years working with Berkeley Public Library!
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As much as I love my job here in Berkeley -- (great work, great cohorts!) my number one goal for this year was to acquire a fulltime Archivist or Adult Services Librarian job in either an academic or public library capacity. While attending SJSU, I focused on archives and preservation and digital curation -- something that goes very nicely with public history -- as well as museum work, galleries, history centers, historical societies, and library work!

I started applying back in December within a week or two before graduating, thinking that it was best to get started immediately. Finding meaningful full-time work as a library professional has been difficult in these times -- so many library staff are losing their position due to staff cuts and/or funding cuts -- one often has much to do with the latter, honestly. There have been hiring freezes here and there as well.

So applying in many places, not just in the Bay Area -- but in other parts of California, then expanding my search out toward Oregon, or places I (or my family) used to call home: New Orleans,(where I lived off and on through the 1990s), parts of the Midwest (including Indianapolis and Chicago), as well as places on the East Coast where much of our extended friends and family live. Many of my applicaitons disappeared into the ether, (I never heard back from several), in some cases, positions were eliminated! In some lucky cases I was put on a few eligibility lists (you need to be on a list to be considered for an interview), and in some rare cases, I was asked to interview. While none of these listings panned out, I kept an eye out for opportunity.

In the end, I was VERY fortunate that one of these top places was not only hiring, but eventually interviewed me, then offered me a fulltime position! Located in one my most favorite cities I have been fortunate to visit many times over my lifetime -- I will be starting the next step of my career (and my first librarian position) in a couple weeks in... Philadelphia! I'm very excited for the opportunity and for the work I'll be doing! Philly is one of the most amazing ciites in the US -- home of my Honorary Uncle & Aunt -- home to some friends as well -- It's not far from some of my family (on my Dad's side), a plane ride away from my Dad and other family, and not far at all from many of our Disney Ohana! Philadelphia (like Savanna and Boston) has quite a long (colonized) history and deep indiginous roots that I'm looking forward to diving into!

So we've found a place to live, (slightly less than our current mortgage) and almost twice as big! We'll be living in a place that's mostly flat I gather -- and so, very good on my poor athritic knees! Berkeley isn't as bad as SF when it comes to walking up and down hills -- but Philly will be a kind improvemwnt on all those hills I've walked in the city and here in Berkeley!

It's a very big adventure -- as it's not just me making a giant leap into the unknown, but I'll be dragging my spouse from his Bay Area roots, and the four cats! While our new place isn't a poolside retreat in Sarasota, it will be a LOT sunnier locale than our FOG-ust-y Berkeley... No more cool mist and cool nights. -- When I went out last month to secure housing and to fill out paperwork, I found it to be incredibly hot -- and humid -- and I came home with a Disney (golfer's) rash from my socks on up. It also rained -- which I'm not used to. Berkeley has the most ideal climate -- with a mild Summer, warm Fall and (not necessarily ideal) a rainy, cold Winter.. I grew up in the Midwest, so I'll have to get used to having four seasons again! I'm really excited, though -- and this is what I got that MLIS for! -- but there's still lots to do! I'll get some sleep eventually, but I need to get back to packing and prepping for the move! (and just in case people don't know.. I will miss Berkeley and our California fam' & friends very much!)

Friday, October 25, 2024

Time to Graduate!

I started this MLIS adventure the same semester as my Public History MA -- and as of December 2024, it is all done! At the last minute it was decided between the DH and myself that I would walk. I hadn't planned to, what with my mom having passed on in February 2023. She wouldn't be here to see it happen, and honestly, I felt like no one would really care about it -- how many degrees does this make for me now? Someone even had exclaimed "again?" when I told them I'd be graduating soon... Anyway, we rented a car at the last minute and Sean drove us out to the SJSU campus on my day off so I could purchase regalia and see the campus for the first time! Untitled

The MLIS program at SJSU is entirely online -- so there has been zero reason to drive all the way out to the campus until now -- but as you see, I made it!

I started this education phase of my life out really in Spring of 2013 -- after an Excel course at Merritt failed to make me employable (I'd been out of the workforce for almost decade) -- With encouragement from Sean, I signed up for a California history course. Living here, I skipped that whole 4th grade experience -- sugar cube missions --- and honestly, my time living in Downtown LA got me curious about the history of LA -- and of California in general. I started taking classes and just didn't stop! I got my Associates for transfer after three years (lots of maths requirements and a love of learning!) then my BA in history from CSU East Bay (Hayward), my MA in Public History two years later -- and now my MLIS!

Regalia wasn't the only thing I picked up while on campus -- I also got this giant Diploma frame to put my MLIS in once I have it in my greedy paws:
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Sunday, May 15, 2022

"Walking" for my Public History MA at CSUEB (Hayward)

It took three years, but I got it done! Gratuitous "East Bay" Grad Pose!
So excited! I even made a Tik-Tok!
@meekorouse Attended my CSUEB 2022 graduation ceremony for my MA in Public History! #Hayward #mydayin60seconds ♬ Disney - Steven Esso



**posted 21 Sept 2022**

Tuesday, June 09, 2020

Beautiful Berkeley Afternoon

Today we took a walk up to North Berkeley for some coffee and a short errand to the grocery store. I couldn't help noticing how lovely everyone's gardens and accent landscaping was looking. It seemed like everything was in bloom. I'm not a gardener but I really appreciate the effort and love people seem to put into their homes –– so much so, I kept forgetting to take pictures.

But here's a couple:

Flowers on Fulton/ near Dwight Way
Along Fulton near Dwight Way.

Flowers on Oxford /near Hurst
Further up Oxford near Haste.

I really liked how the tree looked against the home's chimney.


It was pretty warm and sunny out. A beautiful day as mentioned. It was almost a bit too warm for me. We kept our masks on, and as we walked, I had some trouble breathing. Partly because I've been sitting around the house more than usual for the past 3 months, and partly because of my janky lungs. With the weather so nice, and looser restrictions, maybe more walks are in order.

Saturday, June 06, 2020

Re-Emerging


The Shelter at Home for Alameda County is easing up.. Masks/face coverings are still mandatory when out and about or in stores, but we're seeing a loosening in restrictions: just in time for the very important global protests! We'll see how it works out, healthwise. For now, we who can't be in crowds because of health can find other ways of giving our support.

This post is mainly a way for me to ease myself back into blogging. Now the semester is over, things aren't slowing down. Summer 2019, I was looking at participating in 2 MA programs, thinking I could enroll part-time in one program, while enrolled fulltime in another! I am rethinking that!

The pandemic didn't have a lot to do with it, as much as things going on in my family life. School and the COVID19 pandemic just made the stress a LOT worse. Dropping the online course I was taking in another program seemed the only choice I had. Sadly it also meant I had to be willing to take an "F" in a Masters program. In the end, because of the pandemic, we were allowed to petition for a 'credit/ no credit' and that saved me. I'm still on probation in that program (having only taken 1 credit Fall 2019 and passed) but I"m not 'in trouble' so much. It's allowing me time to regroup and focus on the things I need to focus on. 

Since then, our furkid of 18 1/2 yrs passed on (3 weeks ago today) from what the vets thought to be intestinal cancer. Prior to that, we were keeping an eye on a thyroid issue, adjusting medications, and taking turns giving him what often amounted to hourly care. And over the last few years, a very close family member of mine has also been very ill, and increasingly worse. The decision to not put my education on hold seemed a practical choice, knowing the need to make long-distance travel never far out of mind. Hopefully one can imagine how stressful that would be when your community, your state, and most of your country is practicing shelter at home. And while I don't want to discuss the details, suffice to say, no one is traveling right now despite the loosening of restrictions. I'm not planning any trips to theme parks any time soon either. No crowds for me. To be honest, another masked trip to COSTCO a couple weeks ago was anxiety-inducing by the time I got home. 

But I'm busy with school. I'm focusing on my history MA at Hayward. We've been (& continue to be) online-only for now. I have my MA project approved and trying to figure out my research strategies and what sources I'll have available once I get the materials I already have organized. This Fall I'm taking a Public History Practicum course and a Graduate Portfolio course (both online for now.) I still need to keep working on my Public History project due in the Spring. Summer is the time to complete as much as possible. 

I'm also reading for pleasure to alternate the Secondary source material I'll read for my research. I'm stepping away from my online MA program for now, and will likely ask to skip the Spring Semester as well. I think had things gone differently, I may have felt doing both were still feasible. There's a programing course I really was looking forward to taking, but that will have to wait until Summer 2021, I think. As of right now, (with the library & archives/ historical associations being closed) I am feeling unsure how much progress on my project I'll make. I know: Think positive!! Whatever. (I'm really starting to equate the phrase with the annoying suggestion certain people make to others to "Smile!")

The thing I would tell myself if I could go back in time, or if someone asked me if enrolling in two MA programs was possible or a good idea: Yes, it's possible.. but, if you have things going on in your life that may impact your ability to focus on your studies or participate in coursework (especially if the courses meet in person), then you need to give it some thought. Had I known now what I was looking at in the next year, I would have kicked myself and said "You know you don't want to, but YOU HAVE TO WAIT on that other program!"

I am an impatient person though, so I did what I thought was right. Maybe I would still be OK if a pandemic hadn't closed the libraries and historical societies. I know some professors might disagree, but it's been my experience that COVID has really impacted graduate research. But it also makes me feel that now more than ever, digital archives are an important asset. If digital archives were given more funding, more staffing; access to important documents and materials wouldn't be such a desperate issue when things like a hundred-year pandemic crop up. But "who knew?!"  you're probably saying/ thinking. Another consideration is the amount of time, money, and travel for researchers who need access to out of state or overseas resources. And speaking of mobility, there's also those that are mobility impaired. Leaving one's residence isn't always an easy option for many, elderly or not. Why should research become difficult or impossible for some? So yeah, I've been rambling but access is important! 


Back to the blog..  creating a blog will be part of my Graduate Portfolio course I've been told by some of my cohorts. While I won't be posting any of that material here, I think I should get back to blogging, so I can be more comfortable with the interface, (regardless where I end up posting my coursework). Practicing some basic HTML, etc., which means I may do some back-log posting. We'll see. This has become a bit of a novel, so ending for now.  Hoping everyone stays safe and healthy as you go about your day.




Thursday, March 12, 2020

Arizmendi Emeryville Re-Opening

On the 12th of March we grabbed a Getaround to run our COSTCO trip [6 June edit: two days before was my last in-person class & the Shelter At Home was about to go into effect locally] and picked up a pizza from Arizmendi, which had recently re-opened after suffering a fire sometime before. It's no longer our "local" we still love them.

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(posted 6 June 2020)

Friday, May 17, 2019

2019 Reading Challenge Pt. 2

So far so good.. I was getting nervous for a while as I was several books behind, but then the semester ended, papers came due. Between text assignments and side readings I did in conjunction with my research papers, I was able to stay on track.



We'll see what the Summer Reading accomplishes!

18 of 50:


Graduation 2019



Wow! Been a little busy.. Finally done with my last semester up on the Hayward hill and all I need to do is survive the trial by rain tomorrow.


Got my Mortar Board decorated as best as I can considering I'm not a crafty person... I still need to find a shower cap for it, (they plan to have us walk in the rain).

So, what next?? I've been accepted into the 2 programs I applied for: the History MA program at CSUEB and the MLIS program (iSchool) at SJSU. It's important to me to know I have bigger, solid goals in my near future. Things to look forward to.. to push me forward. 



"never tire to study... and to teach others.."  ...Confucius

Summer plans include:
1. sleeping
2. getting some much needed exercise/walking in
(too much stress eating this last semester!)
3. making as much of a dent in my TBR piles
4. cleaning the house.. basically used home as a crash pad this past semester.
5. organizing my bookshelves & updating my "Delicious Library" inventory
6. Volunteering at the library or Historical Society
(if they'll have me after 2yrs off)

Not sure how much of this I'll do.. but it's good to have goals!

Monday, January 21, 2019

2019 Reading Challenge


Hurray! I managed my 5 books in 5 weeks challenge.. (from the 18th of December to the 18th of January 2019) these also included a few that got counted to last year's reading challenge.. Between books I started at the end of the school year, as well fresh books at the end of the year.. I got a total of 10 books finished over the break.. 5 in the old year, and 5 in the new..

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I went ahead & upped my reading challenge for this year to 50 which I was unable to do last time I tried, so we'll see. I don't seem to have near as many texts to read for my courses this Spring (but I also have a short thesis paper (20pgs) to do so we'll see!)


I'll also try to post more here than just reading challenges. I broke my toe around Thanksgiving and only now starting to talk some walks and get out & about.. I definitely need the exercise.

Tuesday, January 01, 2019

2018/2019 Reading Challenge!


So I got in about 52 of my 40 book challenge for 2018:
2018 Reading Challenge 1

2018 Reading Challenge 2

2018 Reading Challenge 3

Several were for school of course.. and while I have a few I am reading right now on break (I hope to do 5 books in 5 weeks which should work as I've read 3 already) I am being ambitious or crazy and upping my count to 50 for 2019.. Maybe I'll have better luck in getting some Summer reading in...

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I am currently reading
"The Land of Orange Groves and Jails: Upton Sinclair's California" edited by Lauren Coodley
"Why I am a Hindu" by Shashi Tharoor

and hope to read:
"Incarnations: India in 50 Lives" by Sunil Khilnani (fwiw I enjoyed "The Idea of India" very much! I thought it explained the politics of India better than a text I had to read for one of my classes, so I'm keeping it to read again)

"The Argumentative Indian: Writings on Indian History, Culture and Identity" by Amartya Sen

and hope to finish Diana Eck's "India: A Sacred Geography" (it's a bit of a slog for me honestly, and I'm not retaining much) but I may have better luck with John Keay's "India: A History" which I also left stranded over the Fall semester. This book reads much better and has a lot of the cross-discipline research that I appreciate. Am unsure if 'finishing' books you start last year (that weren't started in the last week) count but what the heck. I need all the help I can get.

I notice it's become harder for me to just relax and read unless it's for an assignment. There's a guilt attached to pleasure reading I never used to have.

Thursday, November 29, 2018

Shattuck Sliver


Had arrived at the Downtown BART to run errands and took a shot of Sliver.. the entrance beckons but the relocated pizzeria is awaiting final approvals and all.

Shattuck Sliver